P.C

Impact

Abuse

Invasive

Maltreatment

Molestation

Assault

Alleged

Crime

Violation

Aggravated

Violent

Involuntary

Have been used to describe what has been done to me

Terribly proper words

Politically Correct

As to not offend or cause discomfort 

Though they are used to describe, they do not encompass

the pain

Words I use are

Sweaty

Immobile

Tears

Horror

Ravage

STOP

Suffocate

Confused

NO

Panic

Rape

PLEASE

Pain

So much pain

Impaired

Damaged

Changed

Altered